It had been 4 years....I finally met someone that I feel that is  "more than friend"!!I did not took notice of her at all,until that particular day when we went bowling.I thought i treat her like a normal friend .Until...i carry her up!For that moment i was shocked.Why did I carry her ..!I went back home thinking that following night...

After going out a few times with her ,I think I can claim that I am totally immersed in her.We Skype for a few days,she cried but i can't do anything ...I tried to comfort her but i was at a loss of words.I have no idea why i remained silence at the Point of time..

I still remember she ask me what i like about her ,but my reply is always trying to change the topic.I don't understand why i did that. i know very confidently that my answer is  :"我喜欢你的全部，你的笑容，你的声音，你的温柔，你的体贴，你的开朗的性格，即使是你的霸道我也完完全全的喜欢“I just can't bring myself to say it...Maybe because i don't feel safe with you.

Every time we went out we would hold hand,behave like couple.I am starting to get used to all of that.Although at first we was just fooling around but,i am glad that the fooling did not stop.:)

You complain to me before that i treat everyone the same.What i want to tell you is that :"YES!i treat everyone well,but to you is different.when u fall sick i will bring you to the doc,if you hungry we can go catch a bite,these are things that i would not do with other people.I know that you don't fell safe ,therefore i had been trying to get rid of those bicycle around me.All i want is to let you feel safe with me"