Current mood : Down.

Feeling down. So.. Decided to rant it here. And. If you happen to see this. You know who you are. I understand. You have a bf. I wouldn't want to make things difficult for you. But. I hope. That guy treats you well.  You deserve to be happy. You know how much I love to see you smile? You're like a beautiful flame. Which always melts my heart. I enjoy the times spent with you. I enjoy having your presence. Sometimes. It breaks me heart to see you staring at your phone. Looking rather sad. I've notice that too. I don't know how long this post will be. But. I know you're the girl I have been looking for. You are just imperfectly perfect. I really regretted holding it back. Yeahh.. That day. At town. I saw you with him. I felt unmeasurable pain. I had no choice but to plug in. I wanted to run away. Sorry my dear friends. I hope you understand. I went home. Thinking . What if. I was him. He's so lucky. Every single second you're always on my mind. I didn't tell you. Because. I have low confidence. I have no guts. What a fool I am. haha. Nevertheless. No matter where you are. What you do. What it takes. I will always be there for you. Right now. I know that I don't stand a chance. I just really really really hope that.. He will treat you right. I don't want to see you sad. Yesterday. Was perfect. I wish everyday could be like that. I wanted to hold your hand and .. You're attached. haha. I'm sorry for not telling you. I'm sorry I made you worry. Saying all this now its useless. But I want you to know.. All my friends. You know who you are too. Thank you so much. Thank you for your efforts to cheer me up although many have failed. But still thank you. I shouldn't continue. I have much more to say. But no.. I cannot be selfish.


I love to daydream. Because. I can be with you in it.










He's so lucky.








If only. I was him. 






How wonderful would that be...








I'm always here for you whenever you need someone. 
To: The very special you. 

K.